and I have been analyzing, reevaluating and rethinking my life.
I'm waaaay past new year resolutions, its ridiculous.
I have been thinking...do I really want another 2011?
Don't get me wrong, in most respects it was a great year.
But in other aspects...a tad unfulfilled.
Unfulfilled because I spent most of it looking a screen instead of into real peoples eyes.
Unfulfilled because instead of waking in the morning and meeting with my creator...I log onto Facebook.
Unfulfilled because instead of being a great mother and wife, I am distracted by gadgets and social media.
Unfulfilled because I haven't put any effort into my career, my housework or community.
And its not you...its me.
I like reading about you and what you are up to.
But I do this a lot. All day in fact.
I am well and truly out of balance when I count up MY screen time.
I do it out of boredom.
I read about your lives...inspired...excited for you...amazed by you...
But I read about you and forget to get out of the house and live my life.
Forgive me while I go through a purging process.
I will still read about you, because you are still cool.
but...I may be cutting down.